我是卢若曦，Amazon 经济学家，农业经济学博士，业余飞行员、咖啡师、鉴酒师，航天爱好者，外加半吊子文艺人士。我收集了很多互不相关的身份标签，但不想用任何一个来定义自己。我擅长理解不同乃至截然相反的思想、观念、信仰和选择，并为它们找到合理性与存在的意义。
2026 年起，我从一个旁观者开始深度浸淫 AI 应用。虽然花了不少精力尝试让 AI 更有效地融入我的工作和生活，但我更沉迷于思考 AI 的哲学：我想弄明白，我和其他人类个体在后 AI 时代到底要怎样重新定位自己，而 AI 在这个世界里又应该是怎样的角色。
这些问题的答案并没有随着我对 AI 理解的深入而变得更清晰。反而，我体会到的 AI 越强大，就越相信上帝在掷骰子，甚至怀疑上帝的本质就是骰子，智慧的存在本是巧合。但我又相信人类的运气。对于我们自己，我始终抱有悲观的乐观主义：相信人类最终能跟 AI 和平共存、共同进化，尽管过程也许充满黑暗，甚至命悬一线；也有信心人类的历史并不会在地球上终结，而会属于整个太阳系，甚至更远的空间。
这个网站跟我的工作无关，主要是给我那些不着边际的思考留下一些记录。
I am Ruoxi Lu: economist at Amazon, PhD in agricultural economics, amateur pilot, barista and sommelier, armchair astronaut, and wannabe artist. Over the years, I have collected many seemingly unrelated identities, but I try not to define myself by any one of them. I am fascinated by the diversity and contradictions in people’s ideas, beliefs, faiths and choices, and I have become very good at making sense of them, and finding meaning in their coexistence.
Since 2026, I have gone from a complete bystander to all-in on AI. I have spent a lot of energy integrating it into my work and life, but what I find myself obsessing over is the philosophy of it. I keep asking where I, and humanity as a whole, will stand in a post-AI world, and what AI is meant to be in it.
As I go deeper into AI, the answers only seem to drift further away. The more powerful the AI I experience, the more I believe God plays dice. I even suspect God is the dice, and that the existence of intelligence is pure coincidence. But I also believe in Homo sapiens’ luck. For us as a species, I remain a pessimistic optimist: I believe humans will eventually live in peace and co-evolve with AI, even though the journey may be dark, with moments when we barely make it through. And I am confident that human history will not end on Earth, but will extend across the solar system and beyond.
This site has nothing to do with my work. It is mostly a record of my wandering thoughts.